aww :) you too, kind anon.
tell me something pretty?
a lot on my mind -
got suspended from my job, unexpectedly saw my life coach cry
said the wrong?/right? words at the wrong time to the wrong people
but i think saying sorry right now will only hurt this one person more, they need to feel angry at me (i understand)
i wish i had a confidante
i wish i was better at communicating my intentions/ideas
i wish i wasn’t so bitter and hard
i wish i didn’t feel so damn weak all the time
i wish i WASN’T so damn weak
because i am
if i look honestly
(shapeless, wordless, directionless anger) (unchecked desperation) (isolated, despair)
i have a price
i definitely have a price